i read something earlier. or didn't read something. either way, i knew what you meant, & i know you couldn't bring yourself to say it because it's the truth hurts.
but by not saying it, made it worse.
i don't know what i'm doing anymore, & i don't care. the door is locked & i refuse to leave. i won't see anyone, nor will the see me.
i need to dig a whole & bury myself in it. i'm a fucking mess.
:( I love you so much, you know. SO fucking much
ReplyDeleteI want to take this away and to make it all better. I want you to be free of this shit. I want you to allow yourself to live, love and to be able to laugh again. I love you, Liv. And even though this comment sounds like cliche wank and cockish, i mean it. xxx