Thursday, 3 February 2011

i'm running out of time; i need a doctor.

i'm 100% running on empty. i know it's not doctors' fault that i'm like this; they didn't make my moods plummet or my sleep stop, but i feel like they won't acknowledge that i physically cannot take it anymore.

when i talk to doctors, 9 times out of 10, they make me feel about two foot tall. everytime i go, another bit of any remaining confidence i have is chipped away.

in all honesty, they make me feel like i have to do something ridiculous & drastic before they'll listen.








i want to cry today, all day, in bed.

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