i'm addicted & i just can't get enough,

my head is all over the place, but at the same time it feels so empty &, urgh i don't know.
today i'm meant to be doing my uni work, it's due in at 4pm tomorrow, & i have a tonne to do. i haven't started. procrastination is the biggest issue in my life (well, ish haha). i put EVERYTHING off untill the last minute, i'll do anything but the task in hand- today, even eating everything i can find instead of working. i can smell mini eggs & it's making me feel sick. i can see myself in the reflection of my laptop screen, it's making me feel sick.



i think i feel sad today, more than sad.
mhmm. i want to get back to sheffield for a while.